Hi you, the young girl with an ear-to-ear smile, itʻs been a long time not to speak to you directly. Happy birthday. Wishing you are proud of what youʻve become. Remember those days when we were dreaming of the path weʻre on today? Yes, dear, youʻve made it so far, youʻre on the track. May everything that happened these years made you wiser and more humble. You are already a quarter-century age, mature enough to be called an adult, but I hope the child spirit stays within. Life was harder recently, right? But thank you for being resilient and keep moving on even there were so many rocks along the way.
I also want to apologize for the hard times I put you. Sorry for making you toxic in some relationships you got in. For years, I always desperately need someoneʻs love to fill in the big hole inside, to ease your loneliness. I was wrong. You donʻt need anyone else, but me. I was too busy taking care of others, forgot you also need to be taken care of too. I was too arrogant, feel I know all about you, without sensing every sign you gave. Sorry for ignoring the crying days, the red flags you were forced me to notice.
I also want to say sorry for every bad thing I said to you, decreasing your self-worth. From now on, I will try my best to love you more, hug you more, listen to you more. Donʻt let anything, or anyone dims your light. Shine on. Please keep in mind that you donʻt need to be somebody else, you are enough.
Enjoy your day, dear me. I promise to make your beautiful ear-to-ear smile stays. May the world grants you much love, happiness, and peace as your warmth spreads all around!
25/8/1995-25/8/2020
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